hi ladies,

what did you do today? where did you go? i bet the sunshine was bright, the clouds were extra fluffy and life was sweet. life is sweet, always.

this is my gift:

1. i've decided my second possibly third film will involve the prisons in america. i want to expose what i can, not just the obivious stuff. the real love and light that exsists there, the most "dangerous" people. i will go, and they will open up their doors and hearts to me. i must show them that someone cares. represent for the forgotten, this is part of my legacy.

2. the legacy - what is it? where am i headed? will i know when i get there? will i always do my best? can i be vulnerable and make a connection and still be professional about it? i think so. screw the objective opinion. i want real life shown as real as possible. as real as people will let me. take it to the fire, the edge, the whatever you want to call it. this is me.

3. went out bustier style again last night. i enjoy a good amstel light, rap music, nice people, and the ability to move a crowd. there were three of us in the center of the room, close enough to reach out to the dj. i enjoy watching people have fun. i want to participate in life and be happy. feeling good counts for everything right now.

4. my friends - how can i express my gratitude? i do it, because it's my way of saying i love you. i love you!

5. my life is constantly evolving, and things are coming to the surface. i practice my breathing techniques when i feel anxious or stressed about something. i literally think of whatever is bogging me down and pull it from my solar plexus (gut) into my heart center and out of my head center. i keep working at this.

6. i channeled a really strong guide today, his name was jo! i kid you not! guides have regular names too! he was a brilliant energy source, he was strong, i felt him through my body. thanks jo!

7. i'm going to chris rock on thursday - this is exciting.

8. on next sunday i'm going to my favorite metaphysical shop/book shop for a class on healing techniques/energy. i can learn a lot in a one stop shop!

9. i have my counseling and usual running around tomorrow, some house work and then grocery shopping. my days off are temporarily full, but i'm changing it as we speak.

10. think of one mantra that you want to work with - write it down, repeat it as often as you like. you can do this.

11. bonus material - i'm plotting my trips to new york, one next summer - and after that it should take me about 2 years to complete my second movie. my first one will be shot in seattle. dub at the cube showed asked me: "why not seattle, why doesn't anyone want to make a movie about seattle?". dub is right. his plan is solid/good!

i love you - don't forget!

christy is really DC!