hello friends - this is for you:

1. i'm at work, the system allows me to handle biz as needed. i allow myself the luxury to dress up all nice on the clock and head out to a tattoo convention! life works!

2. ashley - the heart of all hearts, the stars of all stars. my buddy and i sat and talked up a storm tonight - i love her dearly.

3. my buddy lisa turns 40 on thursday, all she wanted was 40 cupcakes on her special day. wish granted.

4. took the mars to the eye docs today, she's solid! $50 well spent!

5. i'm job searching still, wish me luck. thank you in advance!

6. the man bot's - reading an excellent book by david deida, courtesy of my counselor - man this dood is good! it's: "It's a guy thing". get this book - it's all about the masculine/feminine roles and rules. what works, what doesn't. it's sexuality, why men do what they do, important kind of stuff. it just makes sense.

7. C06 - i hope you're having an excellent vacation, you deserve only the best times girl!

8. wife's - it was great connecting with you, i'm sorry that it took me so long! you're a great lady, period.

9. sassafrass - i'm thinking of you!

10. geeks - yeah! you're beer arrived!! i'm just waiting to get it from the office building, they kept my package safe while i was at work! what an honor it is to receive a gift like this! dragon heart brew it is!!!!

11. to be a dragon, is not easy - right now. i'm up against some work shit. ate shit publicly over a lie that my boss told. this is inspiring me to take ahold of my anger addiction even more, i witnessed someone wig out on me that is another anger/rage addict, and it was ridiculous! (they are also an obese alcoholic, but who's looking?!!). unless someone is about to be murdered, there is no reason to be red faced and have a comb over explosion!!!

life is sweet - there is no reason to go overboard.

i've been the professional fall guy for my shitty boss, and it won't happen again. this comes back to the kinds of people who only try to use me for my strength, my counselor keeps reminding me of this. i am strong, but i am a whole person first.

my current position forces me to be in the masculine 110% of the time, and this is unacceptable. i am a dragon heart fem bot, and nothing more. i need to make a change, and i will.

here's too just living your life, on your own terms - heart - DC