i love this lady.
i've modeled my entire life after her. this makes me smile. now onto business. i love you - don't forget that.
1. love - i've got so much of it, everywhere, all over the place. it's in my soul, and i share it easily.
2. had a smashing weekend. danced so hard, listened to excellent music. when i hear DMX, i feel good.
3. did i mention that i like men with "dashing good looks"?. i really do. dashing is what i want.
4. interesting time out:
A. the simon - most women would have found him cute, i don't know. nice guy, moroccan, heavy accent, it was hard to understand him while competing with the music, i initally thought he was french. he followed me everywhere, even to the water container! i talked to him, but shook him loose. this was practice, right? i can do better. student, banking? dressed okay, but i don't know. someone threw up on floor in the club! yikes! he said: "i wanted to dance with you, but you moved so quickly". i need to slow down! i might.
B. the ed hardy guy. terribly insecure. caught me on the dance floor. good looking, but straight out of the movie top gun! he wasn't even sure if he liked his shirt?!! gahhh, his friend gave him the high-5! i continued to dance shook my head and laughed. the war room has the best looking men, but some of them are like this.
C. the miguel - i'm at a gay club, and this happens again! the music is bumpin' - lot's of hip hop/rap, then some really cool euro pop. i liked the euro pop a lot! most of it, i had never heard before. i love the wildrose, the women are always nice.
this guy was nice, but not my type, he wouldn't drop his love for "techno, house and industrial". asked me several times if i had been to "noc noc", and asked me even more times if i wanted another drink! i declined, i had my quota. i danced with him, the other women were shocked and amazed by this! i made a bee line to the bathroom and then pulled my cinderella number. i'm damn good at that part!
overall the night was successful, i enjoyed myself and met some cool/kind people. as i stepped out, i channeled. this seems to work.
5. i wore a new strapless black and white polka dot dress, i had been saving it up for a hot date night. i decided to shut up and wear it!
6. the world was complimentary about my chest tat. one man asked me at 1 am, if i could make the sun rise! i thought it was sweet, i told him: "most definitely", and sauntered away with my late night sushi.
7. seattle people - the night scene is best. i love clubs, meeting new people and taking a chance. i live for this stuff!
8. the tattoo expo is going to be bomb! my buddy paula and i will tear this thing up! i want some new inspiration, and real life art always does the trick.
9. skye's trip was excellent. i kissed him and called him sunshine face. we'll seee him every two weeks, i think this is perfect. i got to take him out for pho and he went grocery shopping with me. he opened up about all the kids and counselors at job corps. the drama, the differences between people under 18 vs. over 18. he's growing up and starting his offical masonry training this month, he's passed all the preliminary stuff. thank goddess for my skye, he's wild at heart like me.
10. i'm forgiving myself for all the negative feelings that i have. i'm learning to pair a positive feeling with a negative one. try it, it works!
11. the manwich - i'm learning a lot here, and holding out for true love. i need something real that i can hold on to.
this is what i want - this is who i am.
p.s. i peeped some new wedges at macy's - these were unbelieveable, i'm manifesting them right now! high heel, cool open toe and spray painted with grafitti. this is heaven!
your very own dragon - is just me!