hello!

a special note to wifes: hey girl, i got your message, i'm sorry that i missed your call. i'll reach out to you shortly, i need to jump start my core strength this weekend. thank you for being cool about this, i'm sorry i missed you last friday!

1. i'm signing up for a 1 day film course tomorrow. the date is aug. 16th, and i'm excited about it. it's about "recycling" film. taking bits and pieces of films that have been made and making something new with it. did you know that they can even do this? i had no idea. this is genius.

2. my bison efforts: i REFUSE to drop this. my buddy haley had to watch me destroy a bison patty at her desk! i almost felt bad about this! i put the patty in a giant ziplock baggie and carried it in my real lady purse. i hope you're laughing like i am right now!

3. this weekend: the skye arrives from job corps, haven't seen him in about a month. i spoke to the head chief of head chiefs tonight, he was nice. had to make sure that skye had my permission to come back home. skye turns 18 in sept.

4. i have a million madonna netflix waiting for me this weekend! where did this week go? can you tell that i still feel like i'm a bit behind?

5. i haven't had sex in 5 months. uggh. i'll two peat this one: i haven't had sex in 5 months, ugghh.

6. the dry spells - i know we all have them. i have to open up more, i have more work to do! damn! i get so angry about this, it makes me shut down. why? this isn't fair. i keep whining about not being the lady who wears purple sweats EVERY friday night covered in cat hair! you know what i'm talking about! if i watched non stop back to back tivo action of CSI and ordered domino's pizza 3 times day i might deserve this! i have a life dammit!

6 - A. now onto important stuff:

7. my buddy lisa is having her second hip surgery (right hip) in 2 weeks. i sent her a sanaya roman book and she loved it, got a lot out of it. i've been channeling to her for months now, this is not only her last surgery, but she's going to heal quickly and live pain free!

8. i took mars to sephora and she loved it! she was obsessed with the black eye shadow. she walked around and had fun trying everything out. she picked up an eyeshadow trio and said: "mom, this is the one that i want". it was $25! i hadn't promised her anything prior to entering the store. i said: "the colors are nice, we can share it, you need to keep it with my make up". she was happy.

9. no boss this week - i've been coming in almost a 1/2 hour late everyday! i don't care anymore. time to pack this one in. i continue to job search when the moment is right.

10. i went into border's and found some cool metaphysical books that i wanted. did the cheap ho thing and hooked them up at the library. i continue my soul journey, my higher self doesn't mind not getting laid!

11. i'm not sure that #10 is completely true!

forever - thank you for being my friend! have a fun weekend!

DC