it's wednesday guys - that word is spelled weird! i'm listening to madonna and thinking of you! here it is:

1. contemplating david allan grier on saturday night - i love this man, he's super smart and a mixed bag of tricks. very funny and makes me laugh at what i couldn't have thought up on my own. in living color pretty much summed it up. we'll see!

2. back to the drawing board, the shop is no more. after several vm's from charlene, i decided to let this one go. she wants more than i can give, and i know what i want. she wouldn't just let it go, so i did it for her.

3. nothing wrong with accepting a situation for what it is, no big deal. what i need: something easy, no nonsense, big pay, big benefits, and cool people. this is my focus.

4. i've learned a lot this year, the main lesson is listening to the whispers, before they become a shout. when something feels wrong, it really is. stop, make a change/turn and do it again.

5. 2 nights ago i decided to forgive myself for all of the mistakes that i've ever made. in all shapes and sizes, man it felt good. necessary.

6. reading about telepathy in my second to last chapter in my last sanaya roman book. good/helpful stuff.

7. working on manifesting more with the visuals and less with words, it feels right. sometimes the words get in the way. the pictures are easier and produce results quicker for the mind.

8. major renovation work is headed my way at work, wish me luck.

9. considering my madonna concert. i'll take mars with me to san diego, my friend lisa is excited to have us stay at her place. i feel grateful for this trip. she's a good friend, i've known her for almost 15 years.

10. doing more consumer research study stuff! can you believe it?!! (yes, i know you can!). this one is on (drum roll please!) bladder control. i'll lie to get in, it pays $200 bucks! i pee a lot, this counts!

11. today i accidentally sent a (second!) email off to my boss that was meant for my friend haley! very funny! this one went something like this:

"hi darlin -

did you see the horrible pic of the O.G. test tube baby who just turned 30?! she looked scary! another reason not to come from a test tube! this also includes the olsen twins! blah blah blah".

and yes! i love you!

forever,

c."

not completely "boss" material/appropriate!

have fun today, tonight, forever,

dc