life around here has been good. too good to find time to blog about it. three young daughters growing up happy and healthy. our renovation is coming together. people are starting to be a part of our happenings. my one major stress has been my long term waitressing job.

this season we changed EVERYTHING. new chef, new menu, new way of making reservations, new style of dinner, new job titles. it is tough to face the change, though everyone is so happy to see these neccessary changes come up. i am willing to work through the growing pains though over the last few weeks i have been facing personality conflicts with coworkers (who were first my friends)

the upheavel at work and the personal dramas have been bringing on a lot of anxiety. this place has always been my refuge, now it is my anxiety.

my co worker i coming over to my house this afternoon (before work) and we are going to talk through it a bit. my nerves are already alight. i am looking for the grace to move through this transition and come out of it in a better workplace with stronger friendships.

god, i am queezy.