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freakin' christopher ciccone! he got his 5 seconds, and why not? here's a little 10 for today - mondaySubmitted by dragon chic on Mon, 07/14/2008 - 7:06pm.
gahh! the ciccone syndrome! why did he do this? he needed money and he's angry as all hell. madonna should have given him the check (s?). she fucked up, i still love her, all the fans do. 1. remember her junkie brother martin? he was weasel too in the late 80's early 90's. what a looser! good looking guy, major alchy, dopefiend etc. why do they do this? what right do they have? this is her life, she's the boss! she's so funny that way! she could have stopped this book from coming out, she's done it before. she probably wanted to make her brother look bad, he's dug his own grave. 2. the fans - most of us will read it, i've already read an excerpt or two. BUT, nobody will care. we love her, period. 3. the gym - i knocked it out hard today, it felt great! 4. it's quiet in the house, and i like it. 5. thinking about how my buddy paloma brought me back to seattle, i'm really safe here. i go to the gym and on my way, back and forth, i pass by the last building that she lived in. she's always here for me. the friends i've made have created a safety net for me that i've desperately needed my whole life. i'm protected here. 6. my sister vanessa - someday i'll get to meet her, and we'll have a blast! the pictures will be amazing, non-stop, two peas in a pod with a lot of style! this is what we are! i hope she reads my blogs someday, and realizes how much i love her. i know she will! 7. i've been channeling to my mother, brother and sister for months now. my brother john and i were always the closest, he's a scorpio dood, with a good heart and soul. i worry about him still. he's only 27, a kid, and needs to grow up, live his life, and heal. listen to me! i'm still co-parenting him, and he doesn't need it. my sister nickie and i got close about 5 years ago and then kind of drifted apart, she's 25, and super sweet, pretty and funny. i would love to see her now! i'm gearing up to head back into this world, wish me luck! 8. my mother - i love her dearly. this poor woman had so much pain and baggage in her life, she really didn't stand a chance, and i know this. the men let her down, she suffered a lot. she did the best she could with what she had. i hope she knows that i think of her. she taught me not to be prejudice, how to love and gave me laughter. i love you mom! 9. my dad's - two very weird men! my bio dad, i could take or leave. i know that someday we'll sit in IHOP together and stare at eachother. i'll be famous then, it should be easy right? i'll hug him hello and goodbye, done deal. i love my stepdad, he's really my father. he taught me a lot of cool stuff - he was tough on the outside, loved george benson! and fought for what was right! these are good things! (except for george benson, he's never good!). i love you dad! now do your own masculinity work, please! 10. things are coming full circle in my life - i like it. 11. bonus material - make a wish today, write it down if you need too. tell me when it comes true! love - yours truly, a dragon warrior/high priestess! dragon chic's blog | login or register to post comments | email this page | printer friendly version
this really makes me feel good, m - thank you! i love to hear about your family, everyone is tight knit on your side and close, i've learned a lot from you. especially the closeness that you have with your dad, someday, i'll have this too! i admire what you've done for eachother, this is what family should be. your position as matriarch in your family is respected, by everyone, period. you've been successful at balancing your needs with theirs, all women strive for this. i've learned a lot about boundaries this year, it's been a dry run, but i've done my best. i have a ways to go with this one, but i'm hopeful that i can do it! i know that the better you get with this, the more successful your relationships are. i think you've been patient with nate's sister, sometimes this is what it takes. especially with someone who is the baby of the family, i know her mindset must be in a totally different place from everyone else in the family. for some people it's an issue of finding their true self/voice, and maturity. the maturity is hard because without life experience, it just can't happen. hang tight with this one, i bet in 10 years or less, she thanks you one on one for what you've done for her. you've been the ultimate living example of what a real woman does. i know you're always here for me, i can feel it. i've always been a fan of entertainment tonight and hollywood news! wait until i really make my mark on this world - as an insider, i can be the asian more-liked/possibly more accepted version of courtney love! this would make me happy! forever, c. the asian le femme nikita with an open heart chakra! *whew!* lady, you'll BE the one on entertainment tonight and hollywood news soon. thanks babe! i dream of the BET awards, being sandwiched between ving rhames and a cleaned up "earl" aka DMX! boy DMX was fine before he wigged out! this will be fun! i'm excited to have a real career, something that i can be proud of, something that will last a lifetime and make a positive impact on the world. i appreciate your friendship - it seems like we've known eachother for a long time now! i've always dreamed of the red carpet, and i'll take as many people as i can with me. would you be willing to relocate to LA or NY? i'll save you and the family a spot! wardrobe designer is in! forever, just c! the asian le femme nikita with an open heart chakra! *whew!* lots of family in here, mama! Wow, sounds like you are doing some healing in this area. Family is tough -- mine were never the stick-together-we-love-each-other-no-matter-what types so the interactions are weird and disjointed. We all like each other but we don't know how to show it. I imagine from what you have said in the past that this applies to you somewhat as well. What happened with ciccone? why don't I know these things? you know me - it applies. all of it! the flip that switched is that i'm finally choosing to see the good, the whole picture. what they taught me and that ultimately it was successful. we all made it, intact and most of all, and overall my childhood was filled with fun times/good memories. it gave me the opportunity to learn strength, it made me what i am today. i can be here for everyone as a result of that growth. i think that weird and disjointed is okay - you're a great lady, solid and no nonsense as a result of it. look at what you've accomplished just this year! it's been amazing, you're striving, moving ahead and leaving behind what doesn't fit or work anymore. this is real spiritual growth, i can feel it in my heart! the ciccone - i've watched a few christopher interviews, and he's all over the place with this. this is bad timing. the rehearsals, the marriage, the crashing down. she's got to rebuild again, she'll do it, on her own terms as always. this lady will always be my inspiration. i'm excited to see her this november, the fans need to come out in droves for her on this tour. playing a hip hop inspired album live can be challenging, i can wait to see the costumes and sets! you know my hollywood antennae is up for us! i love you girl - your friend/sista - c. whats the book about? How Madonna sucks or something. Didn't her brother try and be 'MC Ciccone' at one point? Vibes fo you family, dog christopher is in denial of his tell-all! a buddy of mine hipped me to an interview that he did for daytime tv. i was found it and watched it, honestly, i believe a lot of what he's saying. BUT, most of it is recycled old news, things that other people have written about her, etc. i tended not to believe that guy ritchie was the reason for them severing ties, but now i question it. it's sad because it seemed like they were the closest in the family. he shouldn't have written this, and i'm baffled as to why she didn't stop him from publishing it. i'll get down to the bottom of this! the MC ciccone is alive and well, i remember this! this is totally old school, i'm glad that you brought this up. he rode the coat tails for a long time! he should show her respect, he can't topple the giant in one shot! nobody could even do that to elvis! (people tried, and he was still loved as a dopefiend!). forver - dc the asian le femme nikita with an open heart chakra! *whew!* Gotta love the family, flaws and all you can't change who you come from. Even if you can't always be around/near them. it took me such a long time to come to terms with all of this. a lot of healing, tears and hard work. this year in therapy has been the turning point for me, after a lot of painful shit, i'[m finally able to just love them. i haven't seen my brother in about 3 years, my sister and mom, at least 11 years. i'm gearing up for this, because i've suspected for awhile that there would be an event or someone reaching out to me. i'm learning what to do, and how to do it, i'm a late bloomer! thank you for reading this wifes! you've been the backbone of my support here on hipmama, and i appreciate it. i agree, this site is filled with salt of the earth type ladies. the women here have become life long friends to me, and they keep me coming back. forever, dc the asian le femme nikita with an open heart chakra! *whew!* |
don't we all have family issues at some point? actually, right now the family on my side is great. we're about to get a month long visit from my brother, his wife, and their son who live in italy and will never move back! but, they do visit. and, we cherish all of the time together. but, my brothers and i have always been close. especially within the past 10 years.
my relationship with nate's family has grown. it got off to a shaky start. but, it's all about knowing limits and setting healthy boundaries. just a few issues with his sister, she's 25, the baby of his family and still acts like it. it's a tedious relationship, but since we've been around, she's been doing some slow personal growth....yes, slow....
i really love my online family, i always look for you for support am here to support you, use you for entertainment and respect your opinions.
talk to you soon - m