ok, i know why, i have a 6 week old, i get it. but seriously. i'm so tired. here is my situation today:

-paity is feeling sick, nothing serious, but she's got a fever and an attitude.

-lief is your typical 6 week old, he wants his mama. which i love, but when i've got to juggle (almost literally) a 2 year old and a 6 week old, it becomes a bit tricky.

-my house is a mess, as usual. i'm not overly concerned about it, i'd just like to get control of it. my bathroom is clean, which is important to me, but it feels like everywhere i turn there's something else to do.

-i'm moving in august. we're out of our house on the first, but we aren't moving until the 6th or so. so i have to have everything ready and sold or packed or stored as of the end of july. and i have no idea how i'm going to do that. i just know it has to be done.

-i'm still 210lbs, 50lbs away from where i was before lief was concieved. i know that it's totally normal, but it doesnt hurt any less when i try to get into my clothes and there's no chance, and the "maternaty" clothes that i have slide down and fit right under my flabby belly.

i'm sure there's more i'm just tired and need to rant.