Submitted by briefcandle on Wed, 06/04/2008 - 3:02am.
I seem to be hitting a wall with the sugar. Cookies are looking mighty good to me. Unfortunately I just fine-read the label on the cranberry juice I've been drinking and it turns out to have sugar. I could have sworn it said 100% juice
I did however go grocery shopping today and got some gluten and dairy free products, unsweetened or lowest sugar available: frozen gf waffles, the Perky's O's cereal and another brown rice cereal, some almond and soy milks, soy yogurt, gf bread machine mix, rice cakes, gf rice pasta. Continuing on a feeling I started to have last night, I don't know if it's mental or not, but this feeling inside of being lighter... like being a little more hollow in my chest and bowels; in the trunk of my body. Hmmm. I've also been getting over a respiratory thing, so less coughing and phlegm also contributes to this feeling.
Today's breakfast: one coffee, cantelope & honeydew.
Lunch was a smorgasbord at the co-op preschool: dinner leftovers (punjabi potatoes & cauliflower, chicken), veggie chips, tofu/seaweed dip, tomatoes, apple, rice cake, soy yogurt, blueberries
Dinner: polish sausage shish kabobs with zuchini, yellow squash, potatoes, onion, mushrooms marinated in oregano & rosemary from my garden and garlic & olive oil.
I feel like with a nursling I constantly have to keep the snacks going so I don't ever feel hungry. I can't take more than like 5 minutes of hunger or I go nuts. I wonder how much of this is my relationship with sugar, and if my experience of hunger between meals will change as I take sugar out of the diet.
for me, this was the key to kicking sugar (ok I am back to it, but I did kick it for a while and have made some really lasting changes). Also, some things will make you feel more satisfied than others. I've said this before, but there was one day where I really hit a wall (got to that primal, anxious, tweaky, must get food state) and a sweet potato really saved me. It was like manna from the gods, I swear.
apples and peanut butter also.
Hang in there...you're inspiring me to clean up my act.
My challenge: just eating 3 meals a day and not snacking (I am no longer breastfeeding, which is a huge difference -- I was hanging out with a bfing mama friend yesterday and remembered how much *more* and more often I needed to eat when I was bfing -- remember that you are needing something like 800 more calories per day than a non-bfing woman).