I'm on an assy connection tonight, but I wanted to vent a couple of things:

Why is it that I always think I have to know after the first date whether or not I'm going to stay with someone for a long time? I had a first date today with someone, and he's nice--really fits a lot of the 'criteria' for a long-term thing: stable, financially responsible, kind, gentle, wants to foster like me, intelligent, easy to talk to, funny. He's a bit socially awkward and very sexually inexperienced, so that will be a project, but I keep feeling like I have to decide right now whether or not I'll be with this guy in a year. That annoys me. I think it's my mind trying to sabotage something that has the potential to be a good thing (or maybe it's just my intution.) Bah.

And is it bad that all I want for Mother's Day is to not be a mom for a few days? *sigh* H managed to pee on the bed during a diaper change before bed, and when I put her on the floor to quickly strip the bed, she managed to pee on the carpet AND a pillow. So the only clean & dry bedding right now is one pillow. I don't have spare sheets and such, so they're in the wash and I don't get to go to bed until they're done. Just when I was hoping to go to bed early for once...*sigh*