and how can i at this point? My blood pressure seems to be low or out of order, in any case I feel strange. I'm not using any precaugtions since almost two years. Today I was in our local shopping centre and it was no good. Poor DD who was with me. I felt dizzy and distracted. And yesterday I felt as if I had to vomit soon.
Dont know if you should vibe me to be pregnant. Vibe me that fate/god/karma knows what it does...

A friend of mine is as an aupair in NYC and wants to sew something. Where can she buy fabric?

Since at least four or five weeks DD wakes up once or twice almost every night and cries. Sometimes all I have to do is come to her room, talk quietly, put the blankett over her and wait two or three minutes. Sometimes it takes us one or two hours to get her back to sleep. I'm a wretch right now. I'm functioning on autopilot. I am stressed. No good. No good at all.
Maybe it's because her room is quite a bit from our sleeping room. Maybe she's got evil dreams. I don't know, she can't tell. I tried homeopathy, I told her she can trust in us being there. It'ss no help.
So whoever has good ideas give them to me.

As I am not active on myspace, I try this:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=6837&id=100000120863395&l=8055d7ba87

Would someone please try and tell me if she can see the photos? It's all DD-pics...

Nevertheless I spend too much time there! Greetings to all I'm not meeting there (I try to limit the number of my friends).
So, what's new? DD is 4 by now and such a cutie (most of the time). Right now she only wears her tutu and pants and is having a party for her schoolchildren (she herself is the teacher). Never saw a teacher in school with nothing but a tutu and pants...
She is such a clever girl, too. She starts reading and writing and calculating. It's amzing how fast she develops.
DSS (remember? dear step son) is starting at the gymnasium next week. He did so d*mned well in primary school! We are so proud of him. But the poor guy has still to learn how to handle his annoying sister.
In july we watched the wedding in Stockholm and since then it's princesses, princesses, princesses and weddings... For one month we heard hardly anything else but "Victoria!". Seems that that is over by now. Let's hope so.
I'm glad I'm back, even if I will lurk most of the time, I'm sure. I missed you!

We`ve got the ew appartment! Well. it is not the one looked at at first hand ut it is even better. So thank you all or vibing us!

We are looking for a new appartement. There is a special we would so like to get. Four rooms, bath with tube, kitchen, garage, cellar. A bit smaller than ours is right now but much cheaper. Nce house, nice neighbours, tidy.
Please, ladies, vibe us! We want, want, want to move to that place!

Oh, so much has been going on. I start to work next tuesday (as monday is a holiday), the dream of a day care for children under three years together with a friend of mine came true! Here is where I will work:

It is on the backyard, so we have space and room in a save place.
Funny enough it is near to where I lived until last year. To be true it is three houses away. It feels so strange to bring back things I brought to our appartement here and to bring them the same way back (like my vacuum cleaner).
As the weather has become fine, almost like summer, we spand the last weekend in our garden. We are so lucky! We can sleep in the hut (I call it the "Chalet" )

This is blossoming at our hut:

DD and DSS enjoy the garden a lot. Playing in fresh air is so great!

DD will be three next week! She has grown su much. It is amazing how smart she is. And how rascally. I wish I could translate all the things she says.

I am upset. Some people are just stupid. No, not stupid, but mean.

I do not know why, but I was thinking of you and your family this past days. I hope all is fine with you all. Maybe I just missed your comments, but as your last blog was about you looking for Motormouth, I think it a bit funny that she is around here quite a lot now and you seemed to have vanished. Please, keep us updated, will you?