cherrybomb666's blog

are we ever going to be able to check our hipmama email again? it's been down for like 2 weeks, this is getting silly....

last night i was repeatedly kicked and woken up to a little voice sying "jack?" (nightmare before christmas is a new favorite) and even peed on once. about 6:30 this morning she got up and tried to mess with the vcr i sat up in bed and told her to stop and come back to bed, it wasn't time to get up for 2 more hours. a screaming tantrum immeadiately followed. i picked her up and put her back in bed. screaming and kicking continued for about 15 more minutes, sprinkled with some hair pulling here and there. being short on sleep and patience, i decided to roll over to ignore it. she climbed over me and hit me in the face. and i did something i never thought i would actually do, and hit her back. smacked her right across the face. and she lost it. screamed louder, hit me again, threw herself off the bed...then i lost it, picked her up squeezing her arms too hard and put her in the corner. unbeleivabley enough, she screamed even louder. woke up everyone in the house who was on the second floor and we're in the basement.

after spending 3 hours at the emergancy room being puked on and coughed on and exposed to approximately 83 contagious diseases, they told us that the yellow puss pouring out of gracie's eyes means she has the most feared of all childhood illnesses...PINK EYE!

no shit, it does? i was only there because i wanna contract a viral infection, not because every doctors office in salt lake city is closed on sunday!

i hate the ER.

just thought you'd all like to know that.

just thought you'd all like to see that....

i had been friends with him for about 5 years when he randomly kissed me (it was a joke) and something weird happened and my knees gave out from under me. i fell HARD for this boy...then he was a real dick. last night he slipped me a note (i'm totally serious) at the bar. i beleive it was supposed to be an apology, but it sucked hardcore! he needs to do better than that. much, much better than that. i've been trying to let it go and move on, but i think i've decided that i should instead be manipulative and make him give me love me.

i feel like the worst mom in the world. my baby just turned 2, and into a monster it seems....not really, i'm just having a hard time coping with her, and i can't seem to combobulate anything. the house is trashed, my school papers are past due...i don't know what's the matter with me. i just want to be able to feel like a good mom again, and not snap at her all the time, but jesus! she forgot how to be good, it seems.