where am i right now? i don't know - sometimes you just gotta dig deep. today was one of those days.

1. first off - no monkey business, how was your day?

2. after suffering public humiliation #2 yesterday, i opted to put my notice in. i told my boss where to shove it, and did it. this lady is stuck. my boss dumped on me for the last time. she demanded that i take off my pink tights, in front of other co-workers. i felt like i was in 7th grade again. i let alot of things go, but when it got public, i had to do something about it.--read more >>

hi ladies,

what did you do today? where did you go? i bet the sunshine was bright, the clouds were extra fluffy and life was sweet. life is sweet, always.

this is my gift:

1. i've decided my second possibly third film will involve the prisons in america. i want to expose what i can, not just the obivious stuff. the real love and light that exsists there, the most "dangerous" people. i will go, and they will open up their doors and hearts to me. i must show them that someone cares. represent for the forgotten, this is part of my legacy.--read more >>

hi ladies,

i wish you could have been there, i hope that you were!

1. cube loves the northwest! you could tell that he was really enjoying it out here. a man named dub fell in love with paula - she was the star of the night, i wanted this to be about her! pot smoke in the air, beers and excellent music. what more could a woman ask for!?--read more >>

on the eve of the ice cube show i dedicate this top 10 to my dearest patty. we love her and need her. thank you for your truth, openess, huge mega heart and guidance patty. (plus you got a massive sacred 3rd eye!). i just know it.

1. my best friend paula is going with me to the show tomorrow. i really bought the tickets for her! i better put them in my wallet after i finish writing this.--read more >>

hi ladies:

patty please don't get mad at me! i'm your friend! this has been an amazing weekend, good times and a bustier that got a lot of mixed looks!

1. i don't mind the controversy, i've always dressed differently. the corset/bustier stays! i'm jump starting my collection now!--read more >>

hi ladies,

how was your week? what did you do? are you having fun today? i hope so! this is my gift to you:

1. saturday, at work - it's only 10 amish. i need some oatmeal for breakfast. i usually eat eariler, but put it off a bit. i've been sneaking in real breakfast cereals for everyone at work! yes, i'm a cool office manager! i buy soy milk and put it in the fridge. these people are animals for cheerio's!!!

2. i purchased a very sexy bustier that i'm wearing out tonight. i'm excited about this, because:

1. A - you know i like to look hot!--read more >>

hi ladies,

today was excellent - lot's going on, work is busy. i'm contemplating the weekend, it's never too early to think of fun.

1. fun is my top priority. love is what i want. fun means living your life to the fullest. i do this everyday, because this is what i dreamed up. i dream up and manifest the stuff i want. the universe handles the rest.--read more >>

can you believe it? the week has only begun!

this is for you geeks - the beer is sensational, i kid you not, this is the best beer that i've ever had!

this came at the perfect time! thank you for sending me this sample, it made my week!

if you're lucky enough to get a beer named after you, life is good!

1. steak, tofu snack and rice for dinner tonight. i love steak, it gives me iron & helps to build my muscle. i think i'm feeding the man in me when i eat this!--read more >>

hello friends - this is for you:

1. i'm at work, the system allows me to handle biz as needed. i allow myself the luxury to dress up all nice on the clock and head out to a tattoo convention! life works!

2. ashley - the heart of all hearts, the stars of all stars. my buddy and i sat and talked up a storm tonight - i love her dearly.

3. my buddy lisa turns 40 on thursday, all she wanted was 40 cupcakes on her special day. wish granted.

4. took the mars to the eye docs today, she's solid! $50 well spent!--read more >>

i love this lady.

i've modeled my entire life after her. this makes me smile. now onto business. i love you - don't forget that.

1. love - i've got so much of it, everywhere, all over the place. it's in my soul, and i share it easily.

2. had a smashing weekend. danced so hard, listened to excellent music. when i hear DMX, i feel good.

3. did i mention that i like men with "dashing good looks"?. i really do. dashing is what i want.

4. interesting time out: --read more >>

hello people of the world - this is me, and that is you! here i go:

1. gutting out work stuff - i'm the muscle around here. i'm junking a ton of junk. it will take me several hours to prep the "phase 1" area that will be renovated in the next two weeks. wish me luck!

2. a strapless bra is in order. i don't like the strappy one's, do you own a strapless bra? can you pull it off wearing it everyday? i'm about to find out.--read more >>

hello!

a special note to wifes: hey girl, i got your message, i'm sorry that i missed your call. i'll reach out to you shortly, i need to jump start my core strength this weekend. thank you for being cool about this, i'm sorry i missed you last friday!

1. i'm signing up for a 1 day film course tomorrow. the date is aug. 16th, and i'm excited about it. it's about "recycling" film. taking bits and pieces of films that have been made and making something new with it. did you know that they can even do this? i had no idea. this is genius.--read more >>

hi!

this weekend was a whirlwind, i'm alive and strong, and my heart is beating widly. this is what i have for you.

1. the skinny - mars is allergic to insect bites, this year has been fullforce. she got bit by a mosquito and a spider, she ended up with cellulitus and was kept over night at swedish. scott and i stayed with her the whole time, we spent the night in her room and switched on/off when needed. she was pumped with antibiotics and they insisted that she might have MRSA. she didn't - no staph at all.--read more >>

it's wednesday guys - that word is spelled weird! i'm listening to madonna and thinking of you! here it is:

1. contemplating david allan grier on saturday night - i love this man, he's super smart and a mixed bag of tricks. very funny and makes me laugh at what i couldn't have thought up on my own. in living color pretty much summed it up. we'll see!

2. back to the drawing board, the shop is no more. after several vm's from charlene, i decided to let this one go. she wants more than i can give, and i know what i want. she wouldn't just let it go, so i did it for her.--read more >>

hey guys! this weekend flew by! i can't believe it's already the start of my work week! this is for all the hard working gals who stay up late, drink beer once and awhile, smile a lot and enjoy a good buffalo burger!

1. my obession with buffalo meat continues!

2. i was getting my nails done today and julie asks me: "how many hours did you work this weekend?". i had to stop and think about it. i was supposed to do 8, and it turned into 20. i'm rethinking this situation.--read more >>

hi!

where are you right now at 7:20 am? i hope that you're: sleeping soundly, smiling and possibly drooling in your sleep, having great dreams!, maybe you're flying over the sunny skies of san bernadino! i wish i was there with you!

1. my spirit - today it seems like it's soaring. where is it? i'm not sure, but it's somewhere big.

2. my monster size heart - things i can fit into it: love, disco, bright lights, stolen kisses, my kids, a new haircut, a new job, a new man and new friends. --read more >>

hi guys,

i'm gearing up to leave my job - i'm ready now. things are moving along as they should. i've given them the best of me, and taught my homegirls what i could. now i'm headed into something big, i can feel it. wish me luck!

1. when to jump - you know it. i've psychically already left the building, it was high time. things i'm proud of: this was my first management position, i was greener than grass, i represented hardcore and this was just the begining. --read more >>

gahh! the ciccone syndrome! why did he do this? he needed money and he's angry as all hell. madonna should have given him the check (s?). she fucked up, i still love her, all the fans do.--read more >>

hello doods,

this is what i got:

1. i just watched the documentary: Bomb it! see this movie! it covers famous graffiti artists from around the globe. i really enjoyed this, and you will too!

2. what makes graffiti art so special? the expression, the originality, the passion/lust, the criminality, the people just do! they don't care.

3. is criminality a word, even? i don't think it is?! who cares, you get the meaning!

4. my flower clips are nice, i'm getting some positive feedback. the menfolk are reaching out to me, i needed this.--read more >>

hi ladies,

what are you doing right now? are you eating steak? did someone hug you today? are you wearing a mini hat? this is what i have:

1. the mary jane girls - i love them. i had to jam out "all night long" on myspace. i saw them when i was in the 8th grade. a fun and pot filled show! (i wasn't smoking the weed that young! i swear!).--read more >>

hello,

i'm thinking about you and wishing you a fun/amazing saturday night! live the way you want too, do what you can today, let the rest fall where it lies. this is what my day was like.

1. took mars to work with me. what a trouper! i'm grateful to have the opportunity to bring her with me. after my shitfilled ex-coworker attempted to fuck it up for me, this was her first time back since november! she loves coming along and really belongs there.--read more >>

the men's room - take a gander, make a statement! i'm a masculine woman on a mission! i'll announce this next time to the men that are peeing: "i'm up dood!". until then, i'll just find myself there!

1. why go in? why not?!! they deserve the intrusion, and my partial ladyish dick deserves to be drained! fuck it!--read more >>

hey guys,

are you enjoying sunshine? are you smiling? are you listening to public enemy? this one is for you:

1. got tarted up and saw "wanted" - great effects, interesting storyline/plot, stunts were of the chain, common looked good!, the lead character was well written (most people could relate to him), angle's were good, make up/wardrobe were excellent, one close up of angelina's face says it all!

2. action flicks made for women are intresting. i find them inspiring, this is a realively new genre. what's it been? 20 years or so? we can take this further!--read more >>

hello x-stina, i'm sorry that i missed you! i'll try to ring you again tomorrow night!

1. let's give it up for burt's bees lip balm! the honey flavor sticks to my water bottles and tastes good everytime!

2. the skye, the issues, the painful stuff - he's going to stay at his dad's house until the 8th. this is a good thing.

3. i've come to the conclusion that you can't help people who refuse what you have to offer. even if this is your own son! my ex has been cool, and he's willing to take over right now. this is what our family needs.--read more >>

life is sweet and this is what i got:

1. sleep study - if you can avoid doing one of these, i would highly reccomend it! what kind of friend would i be if i straight up lied about this?! the upnote: i'll have a complete sleep evaluation done on me for free, plus i get paid $500 at the end of the study. i need the money, and boy does it remind me that there are easier ways to make $500 bucks! such as:

A. being a straight up ho, we all know that i was a professional back in the day. damn it was good to be king!--read more >>